M's Poetry
Feeling Guilty
She's gone....at least with me
I don't talk to her no more
and my shoulders no longer sag
depression hits fewer times
because she is not here to make me feel bad
I couldn't take it so I just quit her cold turkey
but why does a small part of me
is left feeling guilty?
I hope it was the right decision
I just felt with her I had no choices
mom broke my heart beyond repair
so I erased all you meant
because after all you never was really there
you saw all I could give
too freely I did, mom why do you leave me bruised?
and why oh why after all this time
I am left feeling guilty....
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
I don't talk to her no more
and my shoulders no longer sag
depression hits fewer times
because she is not here to make me feel bad
I couldn't take it so I just quit her cold turkey
but why does a small part of me
is left feeling guilty?
I hope it was the right decision
I just felt with her I had no choices
mom broke my heart beyond repair
so I erased all you meant
because after all you never was really there
you saw all I could give
too freely I did, mom why do you leave me bruised?
and why oh why after all this time
I am left feeling guilty....
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
