Blinking back apathetic tears,
reassurance justifies
broken care.
Malignant and sudden,
shaking from the
icy stare.
I don't care anymore.
Do you realize,
that I am unable
to react?
Unaffected.
And it kills you.
Contorted, controlling, casual.
And you're just so ignorant.
Such a cold heart,
cold veins,
just cold.
Distance proves that sunlight exists.
The thickness of your
jealousy
coagulating the sense
of who you always
longed to be.
Who you needed to be.
The pale of your skin
streamed with stains of
anger, bitter,
and regret.
So unhappy..
incomprehensible.
I am resolute.
I am shining.
I am free.