Beautiful Disaster

My Happily Ever After

I lie awake at night
Fighting back the tears
Trying to be strong
Trying to hide my fears

I know you see right through me
But you don't have a clue
You can't see
Why I always seem so blue

I wish I could tell you
What I truly dream
I wish you could know
Its not always what is seems

I want to get away
from my awful memories
Leaving behind
This painful past
I want my own
Happily ever after

I want to live
The way a princess would live
I want to get back
What I give

But I know its not gonna happen
Not now
I just have to keep waiting
And I'm not sure if I know how

Wait for the opportunity
The chance to be free
Escape the past I've lived so long
Another path I see

I want to get away
from my awful memories
Leaving behind
This painful past
I want my own
Happily ever after

Happily ever after
What does that mean to me
It means so much more
Then the eye can see

Its more then Prince Charming
although that would be nice
Its more the big ole castle
that could entice

Its about being happy
In everything you do
Loving what you are
Loving that you are you

I want to get away
from my awful memories
Leaving behind
This painful past
I want my own
Happily ever after

The question is
How does one reach the state of happily ever after
Some say its this thing call true love
I think its reached with pure laughter

Not literally of course
But the state of being truly happy
With all things in your life
Some true and pure, nothing sappy

I must not search for this
Because it is a thing that can't be found
I must live my life this way
And if I am do I am surely bound
For my own happily ever after.




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