M's Poetry
Life After You
Life After You
It's the same, yet it's different
I lost that feeling that made my eyes twinkle
I don't want to get out of bed
I hate my reality
I wish I could rip it to shreds
it's not fair....and I know it's not your fault
passing away isn't an option
it's inevitable, like the sun rising
and paying hefty taxes
Life after you I feel so clueless
so utterly completely useless
and I want to fight my feelings
but my weakness prevents any movement
Life after you
is so hard to even comprehend
I can't alone even say it
without your presence....
I feel so lost, so stagnant
it's the most horrible feeling you never could imagine
I thought when I grieved
I would move on
but so far the dark clouds hasn't lifted
I am so alone
in a huge crowd the faces don't even register
I am absent minded constantly
find myself time and again second guessing
even the smallest decisions
I lack all motivation
like my brain took a permanent vacation
stuck in this tragic situation
with no break though in sight
cuz....
Life after you I feel so clueless
so utterly completely useless
and I want to fight my feelings
but my weakness prevents any movement
Life after you
is so hard to even comprehend
I can't alone even say it
without your presence....
I feel so lost, so stagnant
it's the most horrible feeling you never could imagine
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
It's the same, yet it's different
I lost that feeling that made my eyes twinkle
I don't want to get out of bed
I hate my reality
I wish I could rip it to shreds
it's not fair....and I know it's not your fault
passing away isn't an option
it's inevitable, like the sun rising
and paying hefty taxes
Life after you I feel so clueless
so utterly completely useless
and I want to fight my feelings
but my weakness prevents any movement
Life after you
is so hard to even comprehend
I can't alone even say it
without your presence....
I feel so lost, so stagnant
it's the most horrible feeling you never could imagine
I thought when I grieved
I would move on
but so far the dark clouds hasn't lifted
I am so alone
in a huge crowd the faces don't even register
I am absent minded constantly
find myself time and again second guessing
even the smallest decisions
I lack all motivation
like my brain took a permanent vacation
stuck in this tragic situation
with no break though in sight
cuz....
Life after you I feel so clueless
so utterly completely useless
and I want to fight my feelings
but my weakness prevents any movement
Life after you
is so hard to even comprehend
I can't alone even say it
without your presence....
I feel so lost, so stagnant
it's the most horrible feeling you never could imagine
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop