Beautiful Disaster

The After-Crush

I don't like him anymore
What am I thinking of him for
Thoughts of him only bring back pain
Of how I nearly went insane
Falling for him, like the rain  

But I can't get him out of my mind
Although to me he was never kind
He always tried to ignore me
I don't know why it took me so long to see
What a pain in the ass he really can be

But thoughts of him invade my mind almost every day
Sometimes more then I wish to say
I suppose he stole my heart away
And for letting him do so, I now pay
By having to be haunted in this way  

This cursed feeling I will call the after-crush
When the love is no longer there, but the pain comes in a rush
And when the pains ceases to exist in me
Thoughts of him I still will see
The after-crush, what a horrible feeling indeed

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