M's Poetry
My Worst Fear
My Worst Fear
As I am lying here so helpless
I feel so damaged
I can hear your voice
but my condition has silenced these lips
could I feel any worse?
the annoying beats keep track of me
oh how I wish I could love you
but now it's only in my dreams
The consquences rendered
and as the doctor talks
all I hear are just sentences
I can't comprehend
and maybe I just don't want to
I can't seem to remeber life as it was
before it started skiding
before I was in this hospital bed
before I was lifeless
in the middle of my worst fear.....
2005@ Megan Bishop
As I am lying here so helpless
I feel so damaged
I can hear your voice
but my condition has silenced these lips
could I feel any worse?
the annoying beats keep track of me
oh how I wish I could love you
but now it's only in my dreams
The consquences rendered
and as the doctor talks
all I hear are just sentences
I can't comprehend
and maybe I just don't want to
I can't seem to remeber life as it was
before it started skiding
before I was in this hospital bed
before I was lifeless
in the middle of my worst fear.....
2005@ Megan Bishop