M's Poetry
A Revelation
Look at me please, don't leave
I messed up once again
and I don't know what's wrong with me....
this time it may have cost me my best reason to smile
can't say I blame you though
cuz I have always been a mess up
the anger of your behavior
is well represented in this mind
once it felt hot like brand new pavement
now I all I feel is snow
My mistakes always seem to be huge
my apologies I have used
spent all the energy
just please don't walk away when I am breathless
I wanted so badly for you to love me
thought if I bandaged up my problems
they couldn't be seen....you wouldn't never know
how much I bleed....but I have failed
and you have left....proably disgusted
but none more so than me
I don't want a shrink, I don't need anger management
it's something drugs can't fix
it's my own worst enemy
it's myself.....
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
I messed up once again
and I don't know what's wrong with me....
this time it may have cost me my best reason to smile
can't say I blame you though
cuz I have always been a mess up
the anger of your behavior
is well represented in this mind
once it felt hot like brand new pavement
now I all I feel is snow
My mistakes always seem to be huge
my apologies I have used
spent all the energy
just please don't walk away when I am breathless
I wanted so badly for you to love me
thought if I bandaged up my problems
they couldn't be seen....you wouldn't never know
how much I bleed....but I have failed
and you have left....proably disgusted
but none more so than me
I don't want a shrink, I don't need anger management
it's something drugs can't fix
it's my own worst enemy
it's myself.....
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
