Unknown silence

why do i

why do i
wish for things
i cannot have
why do i seek
love from you
that i can't touch
and why do i
why do i
why do i have to pay for everything
i can't explain

why do i
feel like i can't win this game
why do i see
inside everyone
like this was a cell
why can't i
be happy
why won't i
feel anything but hate
why do i
why do i
why do i have to pay for everything
i can't explain