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I want out

I want out.
I want OUT!
I WANT OUT!
This is the place you brought me to
This is the place you wanted me to be in
Then why do I feel so lost?
Why do I feel like I don't belong?
I want out
I know what I'm capable of,
And I don't think I am capable of this
My heart aches so much
And my eyes have cried so much
They are raw around the edges
I haven't cried like this in the longest time
I want out
I know you are making me stronger
Making me the person you need me to be
The person you want me to be
But I'm not sure I can handle anymore of this
I want out
I just want to go home
I want you to come and get me
I want to be with you and be happy
I'm tired of trying to please others
I'm tired of trying to be better than I am
I'm tired of caring so much
Just to get my heart ripped out of my chest
I'm tired of hurting
I want out
I have the most selfish thoughts
Thoughts of how I can get out of this
Of how I can just leave them
Hanging
Wondering
Thoughts, not of their feelings, but of mine
But I can't stop how I feel
They just engulf me
They swallow me up
I can't stand much more
You have to save me
You have to help me
I want out
I don't want to try this alone
I don't want to try and take things into my own hands
We both know how that always turns out
But I want out
I want peace
I want love
I want acceptance
And support
And comfort
I want you
That's all I want
You
And I don't understand why I can't have you
Why I have to struggle
And search for you
I just want to go home
I hate it here
I really do
I hate it
And I want out
I know it's only been about two months
But I hate it
I want to be where you are more clear
Where you are right beside me
Where I don't have to fight
To hear from you
To learn from you
To feel from you
I want out
Please
I'm begging you
With all that is in me
Please let me come home to you
To be with you
Or at least
Away from here
I want out
I want out
I WANT OUT!!!

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