Yeah it's me again, is it really you?
I remember thinking this.
That's because this time;
I set out to achieve something.
Something real. Something more pure.
High or Low it doesn't matter.
I can see this anywhere.
I'm reaching that point again.
I think you know the 1 I mean.
The point of not caring;
For anyone for anything.
I've been here before & so have you.
I've been there before & you have too.
I remember you telling me;
Every single word so clearly.
Every word so perfectly.
Today I couldn't say hello;
as you walked by .
Don't even say I didn't try.
You know I really wanted to.
you know I always get so scared inside.
You know I really wanted to say I'm sorry.
You know for all that I put you through.
I guess mostly I feel sorry for myself.
I'm sorry for the way I treated you.
Tell me. What about our hearts;
They can't just be set upon a shelf;
As we turn and walk away.
You and I both know the road.
The one that always brings us home.
Now it just brings us back;
To this certain point & place in time.
Now it brings us back to a certain state of mind.
These circumstances never change.
You'll never take this pain away.
I think this time I'm gonna walk away;
Before you say good-bye this time.
As this single path splits into two;
I walk mine . Not alone. Only with out you.
