M's Poetry
Mama's Song
One day girl I am going to be gone
all this world now
just seems to flow through me
I am just the parasite at the end of the line
I will never stop smoking
but I will never achieve the self confidence
to make me feel high
so from here I can almost see the sea
can almost feel the breeze
I am gonna cut these wrists
and watch while I bleed
until my eyes shut
cuz child I can no longer smile
I feel so useless
and this flesh feels like a ticking time bomb
I am...I am so sorry
If I could hold my demons still
and stop this demolition
I would...but I sit ready
ready to make a clean incision
leaving this mind person
you was always my little puppy dog in the box
so I am so sorry to have to crush you
leave you heartbroken
but you always knew I was selfish
so go now fill your hate
cuz after your tears
I know you child there will be rage
so from here I can almost see the sea
can almost feel the breeze
I am gonna cut these wrists
and watch while I bleed
until my eyes shut
cuz child I can no longer smile
I feel so useless
and this flesh feels like a ticking time bomb
I am...I am so sorry
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
all this world now
just seems to flow through me
I am just the parasite at the end of the line
I will never stop smoking
but I will never achieve the self confidence
to make me feel high
so from here I can almost see the sea
can almost feel the breeze
I am gonna cut these wrists
and watch while I bleed
until my eyes shut
cuz child I can no longer smile
I feel so useless
and this flesh feels like a ticking time bomb
I am...I am so sorry
If I could hold my demons still
and stop this demolition
I would...but I sit ready
ready to make a clean incision
leaving this mind person
you was always my little puppy dog in the box
so I am so sorry to have to crush you
leave you heartbroken
but you always knew I was selfish
so go now fill your hate
cuz after your tears
I know you child there will be rage
so from here I can almost see the sea
can almost feel the breeze
I am gonna cut these wrists
and watch while I bleed
until my eyes shut
cuz child I can no longer smile
I feel so useless
and this flesh feels like a ticking time bomb
I am...I am so sorry
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop