Dreamed In Color
Fear Change
I fear change,
and new things,
but to stay the same is Hell.
I feel nothing but pain,
and I cause myself to bleed,
I want to end it now.
I wish to smile,
I long to laugh,
yet I can't.
I want to heal,
to move on,
but I cannot face my fear.
I want to change,
but I'm afraid,
so I stay and live in anguish.
Some wonder why I do this,
why I torture my mind,
my heart and soul.
Then I wonder,
maybe I can change,
but fear still lingers near.
Doubt haunts me,
pain tortures me,
Which one is stronger?
I have my will to live and love,
but is it stronger than my fear?,
honestly...I really don't know.
RLS
and new things,
but to stay the same is Hell.
I feel nothing but pain,
and I cause myself to bleed,
I want to end it now.
I wish to smile,
I long to laugh,
yet I can't.
I want to heal,
to move on,
but I cannot face my fear.
I want to change,
but I'm afraid,
so I stay and live in anguish.
Some wonder why I do this,
why I torture my mind,
my heart and soul.
Then I wonder,
maybe I can change,
but fear still lingers near.
Doubt haunts me,
pain tortures me,
Which one is stronger?
I have my will to live and love,
but is it stronger than my fear?,
honestly...I really don't know.
RLS