M's Poetry
Hiding Place
There are times that I should try
to be more alive
if time was right
then I would be with you again
or do I try to avoid the point
and then deny...
this time I spent deciding it was you that haunted me
I live in a hiding place
It's the only way I feel safe
and you are so full of facts
but you have no idea what life is like
in my tracks
and you think of me...
but only as a afterthought
I return but don't remain
this winter is unlike any I have experienced
all these damaged replies
to my heart full of cracks
is making me realize the more I try
to distant these forces
the more they collide
and so in the darkness
is where I always end
my smile is gone now
without any trace
I live in a hiding place
It's the only way I feel safe
and you are so full of facts
but you have no idea what life is like
in my tracks
and you think of me...
but only as a afterthought
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
to be more alive
if time was right
then I would be with you again
or do I try to avoid the point
and then deny...
this time I spent deciding it was you that haunted me
I live in a hiding place
It's the only way I feel safe
and you are so full of facts
but you have no idea what life is like
in my tracks
and you think of me...
but only as a afterthought
I return but don't remain
this winter is unlike any I have experienced
all these damaged replies
to my heart full of cracks
is making me realize the more I try
to distant these forces
the more they collide
and so in the darkness
is where I always end
my smile is gone now
without any trace
I live in a hiding place
It's the only way I feel safe
and you are so full of facts
but you have no idea what life is like
in my tracks
and you think of me...
but only as a afterthought
2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop