Beautiful Disaster

You Never Knew

You never knew
That everything you ever did
Affected me

That those dumb decisions
Were life changing
For me

Now you can live a normal life
And hang out with your friends
As if nothing ever happened

While I am stuck home alone
Afraid to fail or be rejected
Obsessing over tedious matters

It doesn't seem fair to me
That  you can come out
From this car crash scratch free

While I was sent to the ER
And still and always will be

You have no scars, no internal pains
You bled no blood and felt no pain
As the pain I have had to feel

And it makes me so mad
That you can be so care-free
After all that has happened

But more than I am mad
I am

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