The Only Way I Can Speak
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Dead in Mind
My heart has broken in two,
I think my whole life is through.
The pain the hurt eating at my mind,
This hell is where I live where I'm confined.
I live with so much strife,
In this hell you call life.
All I want to do is die,
Maybe I should commit suicide...
Then my troubles would go away,
I wont have to live another day.
It will be better for everyone,
Then my parents would be down to one son.
Tell my friends I said goodbye,
Have a fun life and please don't cry.
They'll forget about me anyway,
They will forget this very day.
I slit my wrists and watch the blood,
Hit the floor and create a small flood.
All I can feel is this horrible pain,
Running through every vein.
Everything is blurry I start to fall,
Now on the ground I try to crawl.
The room is blurry I try to stand,
How did things get out of hand?
I have been numb to the pain so deep,
life is filled with those who creep.
Once again I try my two feet,
slowly I take a seat.
Stop this pain it hurts so bad,
Look at the things you do when you're sad.
I wanted this to happen but now I'm not sure,
My life has taken a detour.
Why did I do this I no longer see,
is this really God's plan for me?
Will I ever come to again?
Or can this really be my end?
Started it all with distorted reality,
But truth is easily seen.
Darkness is in plain sight,
The night has become day and the day is now light.
Is my life over have I made this set?
I'm dead but my mind doesn't know it yet.
When suddenly I feel a warmth surround,
Find myself laying on the ground.
I find myself and I live,
I beg to please forgive.
I feel lifted and my sight is clear,
my heart tells me there is nothing to fear.
Then it hits me like a wave of truth,
it happened during my last moments of youth.
Now being guided in a new way,
power comes when I pray.
I understand now what I did and what I must do,
I must find in others what is true.
I think my whole life is through.
The pain the hurt eating at my mind,
This hell is where I live where I'm confined.
I live with so much strife,
In this hell you call life.
All I want to do is die,
Maybe I should commit suicide...
Then my troubles would go away,
I wont have to live another day.
It will be better for everyone,
Then my parents would be down to one son.
Tell my friends I said goodbye,
Have a fun life and please don't cry.
They'll forget about me anyway,
They will forget this very day.
I slit my wrists and watch the blood,
Hit the floor and create a small flood.
All I can feel is this horrible pain,
Running through every vein.
Everything is blurry I start to fall,
Now on the ground I try to crawl.
The room is blurry I try to stand,
How did things get out of hand?
I have been numb to the pain so deep,
life is filled with those who creep.
Once again I try my two feet,
slowly I take a seat.
Stop this pain it hurts so bad,
Look at the things you do when you're sad.
I wanted this to happen but now I'm not sure,
My life has taken a detour.
Why did I do this I no longer see,
is this really God's plan for me?
Will I ever come to again?
Or can this really be my end?
Started it all with distorted reality,
But truth is easily seen.
Darkness is in plain sight,
The night has become day and the day is now light.
Is my life over have I made this set?
I'm dead but my mind doesn't know it yet.
When suddenly I feel a warmth surround,
Find myself laying on the ground.
I find myself and I live,
I beg to please forgive.
I feel lifted and my sight is clear,
my heart tells me there is nothing to fear.
Then it hits me like a wave of truth,
it happened during my last moments of youth.
Now being guided in a new way,
power comes when I pray.
I understand now what I did and what I must do,
I must find in others what is true.
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Dead in Mind
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