Dreamed In Color

Stupid

I feel stupid for not
Realizing it earlier
I feel stupid for not
Telling anyone sooner
I feel stupid for letting
You hurt me
I feel stupid for not
Standing up to you
I feel stupid for letting
You make me smaller
Than I already am
I feel stupid for going
Back to you for another
Round
I feel stupid for not
Letting you get a taste
Of your own dosage
Of what you did to me

RLS