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Ya know; It's Really Hard At Times…I'm having a little glitch just now, You see, my pain is a bit out of sight! I can't see for the pain that I'm in, And it keeps me awake at night! And when it gets like it is just now, Well, I tend to get a bit of a scare, Wondering if it will ease up a bit, Cos sometimes it just don't seem fair! So there I am for 2 days now, In bed, with a pain so out of sight, I don't know what to do; don't know how I feel, All I know is that I'm full of fright! You see, I get really scared at times, When it's so out of control; this bad! Because I can't live this way forever, Well, I guess I have no choice, and that's sad! So I have lay there for 2 days and nights, Tried to ease this pain of mine, Only, nothing works, no ease do I see, And no, I'm really not doing fine! I talk to my head, fight with my heart, Tell myself that all will be okay, But deep in the recess of my mind, I'm terrified of every new day! I have this brave smiling face you know, But my pain is oh, so out of sight! And just now in the dark once again, I'm looking to my God this night… ‘Are you there God?' I ask out loud, ‘Can you please just give me your time? Cos I have to be quite honest God, I'm really not feeling too fine!' But my God, well, I guess He's busy tonight! Well, of course, He would have to be! Cos He has so much on his plate! He's a very busy God you see! So once again I will wait in line, And while I do, I will silently pray, And ask Him for some strength this night, To help me get through it to face a new day! I'm sitting writing this in agony, Oh, but agony is an understatement for me Because only me and my God above, Are the only ones who know the pain I see! And yep, I guess I'm glitching again! Alone in the dark of this night, Scared to think of the future, With a pain that's so out of sight! I try to move this spine of mine, To make it ease my pain, But no matter what I do to it, The pain almost drives me insane. No matter the tiniest move I make, And no matter how I try, No matter how careful I am with it, The pain is always there, and makes me cry. I'm scared to think of the future, I'm afraid to think of my fate, I'm afraid to know what will come to pass, And it gets me into an awful state. So I try my best to do one-day-at-a-time, And tell myself these words every day… And tell my head to behave itself, And not listen to negativity I may say! I have no choice, this is my life, This is the life given me by God above, So now I am asking Him once again, To shower me with strength, and love! And help me to get through another night, Through another pain spell that's so bad, Cos I'm finding it really hard- To face each day and that makes me sad! So now I am away back to my bed, To pray to my God once again, And ask of Him in the dark of night, To help me through this awful pain… …As I Do… Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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