Reflection
I cut myself off,
From everyone~
From everything~
A torturous voice,
Speaks inside of me.
You ,walked away.
You ,took away everything.
Left alone~
Trapped~
In this cold, dark place.
So afraid, to be alone.
To afraid, to be with,
Someone Else.
I sit and look,
Into the mirror.
I see myself,
... From the inside out.
I can't stand the reflection,
Or the person staring back at me.
My unconscious mind terrorizes~
.
The self conscious,part of my soul.
I take the mirror~
~ From the top of my speaker.
I smash it on the floor!
I cut myself; To see if,
I still bleed.
~ To see the blood.
I still don't feel whole.
I still don't feel real.
A river of tears comes,
A river of tears, covers my face.
I don't know who I am.
I don't know who,has taken my place.
I only know ,
The reflection in the mirror.
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