Dark Poetry From A Twisted Mind
My Heart Will Cease to Beat
I've loved & I've lost
So many times.
I'm weary
With loneliness.
My friends have all
Deserted me.
I call but they're
Never home.
I sit by myself
24 hours a day.
I'm going insane
& the thoughts won't stop
In my head.
I go from manic
To a deep, deep
Depression.
Can't seem to stop
This bipolar cycle.
I pull out my hair,
One by one.
I have no eyebrows left.
A little bit of pain
With every pluck.
But not enough
To ignore
The agony
Of being abandoned
By everyone
I ever loved.
I fear I can't
Take it much longer.
I fear that my heart
Will explode.
And I'll be alone
At home ~
Like I always am.
And no one will
Hear me scream.
Days will go by
& no one will know
That my heart
Has ceased
To beat.
I can't bear the thought
Of being alone
Or being this young
When I die.
Copyright 2006, 2018
By Insomnia
March 9, 2006
6:53 a.m.
So many times.
I'm weary
With loneliness.
My friends have all
Deserted me.
I call but they're
Never home.
I sit by myself
24 hours a day.
I'm going insane
& the thoughts won't stop
In my head.
I go from manic
To a deep, deep
Depression.
Can't seem to stop
This bipolar cycle.
I pull out my hair,
One by one.
I have no eyebrows left.
A little bit of pain
With every pluck.
But not enough
To ignore
The agony
Of being abandoned
By everyone
I ever loved.
I fear I can't
Take it much longer.
I fear that my heart
Will explode.
And I'll be alone
At home ~
Like I always am.
And no one will
Hear me scream.
Days will go by
& no one will know
That my heart
Has ceased
To beat.
I can't bear the thought
Of being alone
Or being this young
When I die.
Copyright 2006, 2018
By Insomnia
March 9, 2006
6:53 a.m.
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My Heart Will Cease to Beat
My Heart Will Cease to Beat