At 5am I am a nut
lost in a stupid rut
thinking that
I need a man
the only thing i need's a plan
to throw this life away
its going to be all sun today
and i am going to sleep awhile
get up and if i'm lucky smile
then tonight i have a date
all i want is just to wait
for a guy across the state
who i don't even know if i should await
on---he's gone
i'm here alone
he hasn't even took the time to phone
and i think he's so cute and kind he fills this
obsessive compulsive mind
i'll always be this way
it's why i don't deserve to live
but i still give
and i'll keep giving
it's what i do
because i love and i love you!