I bid you farewell.
I have tried to be good;
I have tried to be great;
All I have to show for it is all your hate.
Nothing I do is good enough;
I am always doing something wrong.
I feel like I am worthless;
I feel like no one cares.
My brain is burnt out.
I just want to fly away.
I want to be happy again.
I feel as if when I begin to soar
You grab my leg and tear me out of the sky.
You take my heart and rip it out just as it begins to beat again.
So for all this I bid you my “friends” farewell.
But, it is not forever;
It is not a total commitment.
It is only for the rest off the day.
I will be back again tomorrow to fight you.
I will regain my pride,
I will regain my perfect stride.
I will fight your hate against me;
For I still don't know why it is there to begin with.
But oh well.
You will deal.
So goodbye for now;
Be ready for my return.