As I sit gazing at the stars,
Remembering all that was the past,
I remember all the feelings
Of love and pain.
I remember the pain
Of loosing my best friend,
Who was also my mum,
It was a pain that ran so deep,
That I can still feel it today.
I remember the love
From my mum,
It was a love that never faulted,
No matter how hard life got.
I remember all the feelings
Heartache and joy.
I remember the heartache
Of having a father who,
Who has never cared enough.
I remember the joy,
Of bringing my beautiful daughters
Into this world,
And feeling the most overwhelming
Feeling of love I have ever felt.
As I sit here gazing toe the stars,
I contemplating all that was past,
I remember that
All the love and joy,
All the pain and heartache,
Has given me strength,
And knowledge
To carry on in life
Always knowing
No matter how much pain and heartache
    I feel,
There will always be the love and joy,
To help me through it.