As it were I can't believe she went this long
In newer relationship that wasn't that strong
If we were to compare to the strength of mine
My sister's not looking up to me this time
For if she were she might actually be alright
Rather than in the hospital since last night
How since 2005 in Dec she had a new boyfriend
Well that's how alcohol has brought it to end
Why my sister has not learned from her mistakes
Her past shows repeat occurrences of outbreaks
Alcohol is her enemy as she confides closely
Dreamy dreary bumbled she lives into it mostly
Maybe she did it to hide from her realities
This could end for her with major fatalities
I hope that this time she will actually try
I would fear if she does not she might die
And all of us who are her family will cry
Because she didn't truthfully tell us why
How hard to lose children to ex with limits
Lose other children to state without visits
I feel for her but yet alcohol killed this
Myself would die for all that I would miss
Probably why I myself doesn't drink alcohol
I couldn't go through headaches of her fall
This is very hard to watch as it plays out
My mom and I hate this tough love no doubt
We both agree we have to do it this way now
For what she just needs is the help somehow
She is victim to the numbness alcohol brings
Cheating on newest boyfriend lost her things
Alcohol starts this trouble hasn't she woken
Instead try killing herself, alcohol spoken
It's not an easy out and impaired can't see
I hope reality slaps her hard to make it be
She has no other view since this time is now
If she does help herself happiness somehow
Even if it means being in a program for a year
There my mom and I could see without any fear
That finally she can get on the right track
And we could finally have her right back
And its so hard to write this without the sensitivities I was swallowed up within for many years.
And really here it is June 5th, and that same day she did get lucky and go back to her still DEC boyfriend she got lucky this time around. but as severe as was made to sound the night before I was inspired to write it so. About 12 hours later we found out she went back home to him and she didn't lose it all again this time at all. Hopefully this was a wake up call for her..
