I don't want him
but I can't let him go
I have no reason to hold on
But I still hold on
Everyday he gives me reasons to leave
Each time I pack up
he gives me just enough to longer my stay
I don't want him, but I can't let go
willing to move on and live without him
Because really all we have is sex
But I just can't let go
Knowing I want nothing to do with him
I can't let go
Is not that I don't want someone else to have him
Its just that this time I told myself that no matter what I'm fighting
Because I'm tier of running
And now that I really need to run, I want to stay,
knowing I need to go and let go