Why is it so hard
i hardly even know you
yet i feel entwined
as if i must belong to you
yet your so far away
and i will look at no other
yet were not even together
i hope im not a fool
but theres nothing i can do
for my head is not deciding
its all something else,
something which i will not address
for these feelings i am hiding
for it doesnt make mush sense
i wonder if you feel it to
but im scared you dont
and only i do