It's bad when you annoy yourself.
I can't help myself.
I Just wanna scream and shout.
There is nothing i can do about the shout.
So irritating and it annoys me.
I hate being compared to perfection why can't you see...
Everything she does it just can't be me.
I can wish on a bone on a star on a wand it will never come true.
I just can never get through.
I can never get my head to stop hurting i can't stand the pain.
They're perfect and abnormal.
I am normal.
I can't do this i can't do that one thing.
I can't be anything.
Its not just them things in everything i do i do my best at everything.
Everything......
Everything and it aint goo enough for you.
How much more shall i do?
I am no machine now stop making me hate myself i am sick and i want to be dead.
Just because they so perfect and so pretty it is not me and i want to be myself and you don't like it maybe i'd be them instead.
I tried to be like them and i just can't i cannot go on i think i'll be dead.
I'm my own worst enemy i WISH i can change and be perfect like they are.
I just can't get so far.
Everything i do is never enough and i feel like i am drowing in the midst or air.
This aint fair.
Since a little girl so many things i changed and it still aint enough so what the damn well hell you want from me?
I do all i can and it aint enough for you.
How much longer shall i fall through.
You're making me hate what i see in the mirror and you making me not want to be my friend no more.
Stop making me hurt me in my heart should be proud i do my best or should i hate myself for sure?