To hide what I feel inside.
This is what makes a hell of a tide.
I know i meant to say no to him.
I can't help how i felt it felt so right to say yes and i didn't want to feel so dim.
Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right.
Nobody wants to be heartbroken after the years on his hand holding so tight.
Don't you all tell me that he was never my type and that things will crack.
Everything he does i keep track.
Don't you worry about me.
I am not blind physically or mentally i can see whatever the case i am not blind i can clearly see.
Now he is the best thing that ever happened to me.
I can't go on without him i just cannot be.
It's been years and now i know from feelings that they're so strong like i never felt before and that he will never leave.
I got everything up my sleeve.