I know that I'm supposed to make time for the wounds to heal.
I just can't stand the way she is she is so unreal.
I am sick of her telling me stupid things like a child who can't even tie her shoes or know how old she is will backbite.
How possesed and stupid can one be.
She always accuses you with what she can see.
Nothing she knows is true.
I just can't come through.
I tried so hard to fight it but i cant.
The pain i have in my heart i hate to go to this i try so hard to stop it and i pant.
I pant the weakness will overcome my good heart.
Someday i will explode.
You're so evil and strong minded.
Everything we say...
You take it the wrong way.
Everything we do...
You think we mean it or evil and accidents they can happen so why do you be this way and so untrue.
What has happened to you.
If you dont remember let me remind you no one in the world can ever know you like i do.
Maybe you know and deny.
Except i know every single crack in you and about something this way i can never lie.
Dont even fool yourself by trying to act hard we know you too well.
This aint gonna work no more go to hell.
Except i want you in heaven with everyone.
Why do you have the be the one.
Why you're shaming the family?
What happened to all the discipline you're putting us down and the reputation of our family.
when will you change i cry as i write my heart ache onto paper.
My tears vapour and form a black cloud.
I scream out loud.
I scream to God that you will come back and stop being who this satan has made you out to be.
I don't know how long i can forgive you.
I know the days when we will fight through.
I can feel everyday in my heart.
I can feel the good days and the really bad ones when we stay for days apart.
Come on sister can you please come back and be my friend and stop being my enemy.
Stop taking things the wrong way and blaming everything on us it's your fault we warned you and you ignored us.