Absent Minded
Felt your love
I'm just torturing myself,
holding onto a dream,
that's over.
I'm just humoring the past,
It's over,
and has been.
but I want him back.
I'm just reasoning the confusion,
That somewhere inside this mess I've made,
he loves me back.
I'm sorry,
I shouldn't have walked away,
a best friend holding a present,
and memories of a dead romance.
how it hurts me to look inside us this way.
I had it all,
but couldn't see it,
and now I'm left here,
swimming in the chaos of the empty pieces.
It was never meant to be,
there was no spark,
It died out,
and left us,
friends in the light,
that we left each other in the dark.
Why hasn't my heart grown cold,
but fonder?
why hasn't his beauty been nothing but more
glorious?
Why can't I let go?
Why can't I fathom something else?
Why do I want to go down the same road?
when I already know
how it ends.
Lovers in turmoil
dissatisfied with their relationship
a harmony in stalemate
and built on ignorance
Don't move away
don't leave me here alone
don't forget me
don't throw me away
don't abandon me.
Why am I helpless
to want what I had and more?
why was it not good enough
when I was sick in the head?
The lies, the cheating
feeling i had to turn somewhere else
but no one made me feel like you did
you wouldn't say it to me
but i felt your love
holding onto a dream,
that's over.
I'm just humoring the past,
It's over,
and has been.
but I want him back.
I'm just reasoning the confusion,
That somewhere inside this mess I've made,
he loves me back.
I'm sorry,
I shouldn't have walked away,
a best friend holding a present,
and memories of a dead romance.
how it hurts me to look inside us this way.
I had it all,
but couldn't see it,
and now I'm left here,
swimming in the chaos of the empty pieces.
It was never meant to be,
there was no spark,
It died out,
and left us,
friends in the light,
that we left each other in the dark.
Why hasn't my heart grown cold,
but fonder?
why hasn't his beauty been nothing but more
glorious?
Why can't I let go?
Why can't I fathom something else?
Why do I want to go down the same road?
when I already know
how it ends.
Lovers in turmoil
dissatisfied with their relationship
a harmony in stalemate
and built on ignorance
Don't move away
don't leave me here alone
don't forget me
don't throw me away
don't abandon me.
Why am I helpless
to want what I had and more?
why was it not good enough
when I was sick in the head?
The lies, the cheating
feeling i had to turn somewhere else
but no one made me feel like you did
you wouldn't say it to me
but i felt your love
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