Absent Minded
thanks for nothing everyone
Thanks for nothing everyone
My blonde hair is burning like the last time you passed me by
my blue eyes are like diamiands twisting in the sky
loose lips listening loving lessons looking limp
i am a great big pink elephant in this room of itsy bits teen tiny predjudiced hippocrites
I'm six feet tall and poeticall criminally minded
my soul spills forward
to the seeds at your feet
but the gardeners that you are
wont open up your worthy hearts for a second
of a monster missile martyred measured mishap
and see that im not the war
im everything you're looking for
When disaster strikes you now
i used to cry but like an insect in my bed
you had it coming
thanks for everything my friends that offered me everything
thanks for nothing!
And i read the literature
soo much better than sanity could reason in the cup of whine that i slip upon
and when i go outside to garden
you are the crack deep inside my heart
never was i able to understand blue or green skin
but i have landed on a planet
where everyone has batteries for teeth
and they keep recharging eachother
but because beauty becomes breathtaking beholders break me
I am a tree ok knowledge
changing the seasons from within
i am your new found muse you want
and look for in a room full of sparks and darkness
but dissappear when i come around with my elephant trunk
i am so see through and stink worse
than the putrid of the rose in your prose
In the midnight madness
of your methodical calculated rhymes
you forget to remember that you teach lessons of torture
to those you leave behind
thanks for everything my friends
thanks for the goodtimes
thanks for the self inflicted tears and fears of not being accepted
like a highschool of unpopularity of riches
i wear rags and you are all in designer clothing
thanks for everything thanks for my self esteem
thank you soo much
thank you for nothing!
sugar should ship shape shirts
fight furiouslf for figuring foils fists finding first flight
what is wrong what is right
my heart bang and thumps everytime im here
the screen of hope buzzes as i crawl onto the nexus to see
you never did care
thrown away like an oversized t shirt
saying america deserves healthcare
and my tears for you have become selfish
for now i no longer care.
Like a massochistic slave all in black white and red
i crawl out of my head again and make another crash into the waves of the collective unconcious that you are
and like a star in the sky that is just ready to die
i fade away silently hissing at the world for a lifetime of being unnapreciated
and like a momentary hero
i say this to you
thanks for everything you said to me
thanks for all the time you spent with me
thanks for all the questions you asked me
thanks for all the statement you made to me
thanks for all the things you never taught me
thanks for every time you passed me down the line
Predjudiced people play pinnochioe parade pollution praying popularity picnic peepholes prove they are right
I am the proof of your hate boiling inside for a want of controlling the world
sacrificed for your dollar bill and better health
i live a dream
in another country
and reach out to millions
but no one hears me out
so I'm nothing more than a boastfull rooster
screaming the world awake because the farm is on fire
but then you wake up with your rosary and just call me a liar
A simple test to pass the grudge,
to pretend you loved more than you hated,
shine the light within and love your enemy that i am not
but now i have become your martyred mayonnaise spread on the streets in bandages
wishing for better days
like an ohnest politician
a baby with an old soul
a nightmare that turns into your favorite dream
thank you for ignoring me,
thank you for pretending i wasnt here
thank you for forgetting i didnt have any feelings
thank you for thinking i was something i wasnt
thank you for treating me like i barely had any talent
thank you for breaking down and burrying your guns in your backyards
and disposing of your paintball bullets we could have played worldwide
thank you for paying attention to the guy who had something he wanted to share world wide
thank you for listening to the darkest night of your own soul scream itself clean
thank you for everything
thank you for nothing
and like a circle it starts over again and i am ignored for a long winded statement you care not to complete
like an innocent who believes in one life forgiven for sins to live an eternity
and when you breath i am the whisper in the wind
reminding you of the yesterdays and everything that you made me feel here
like an abortion
a dead soul
a ghost who could not open the door for you
a lover who tried to love you
but could not lay beside you
and as i lead you down the road to the righteousness
of the golden age of the centuries
of the criminally gifted and insane
I am just a spirited spider web
saying jail is a joke to the people who play the game
so come again and think what you have done to me
nothing near nowhere not narcisisticly tieng my own noose
I am strong
and for almost a year,
posting on this site has been a form of predjusdice
against me
and i have felt like a rabbit trapped in the blues of irony
and welted with the whip of insanity
because of ignorance in the third eyes
of pagans celebrating a human sacrificed religion
taught greed and oppression and brought to submission.
Thank you for my new view point i never had
thank you for the belief in god taken away
thank you for the promised land i never saw
thankyou for the piece of hell
i always wanted
thank you for letting me feel as though i belonged
thank you for my new found sarcasm and agile muse
thank you for letting me try on a new pair of shoes
thank you for everything
thank you for nothing
Walk away now
throw your rocks and stone me to death
when you should be demonstrating a peaceful existance
of humbleness in the jungle
do you forget me my tirade
the long nights which you fought for nothing
and died in the sand of time
because i had came?
walk away now as if i am like a zoo keeper gone mad
my monkey makes misery machines monsters and mishaps mistakenly mad
I am not the voice who sings the youth to suicide,
i am your voice of reason who now sees
your worshipping your own selfrighteousness in the name of god but in the power of the antichrist
thank you for everything
thank you for nothing
more psycho babble
and a back door for the insults of silence
thank you for the bitter truth of nothing to say
thank you my friends
but i love the american military
they are a magical oracle that sees through time
they are a throne of propoganda
fed by the pentagon for world domination
in god i trust
then i met you and found lucifer and satan
Thank you everybody for treating me like somebody who had nothing to say
thank you for ignoring me
because you are better than me
thank you for pretending teenage angst doesnt exist
thank you for realising that im some sick monster
asking you why do kids kill kids?
thank you for no nonsense
thank you for the few necissary pats on the back
thank you for appreciating me like a cockroach or dog doo on your shoe
and making me feel like i was something i never was
thank you everybody
thank you for everything
thank you for nothing
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