M's Poetry

Convince Myself

I wish I could just sit here
all alone with just my thoughts
that I don't need anybody
the candles and the breeze my only company
with this hot coffee
never without a worry or care
I would feel fine
I would be content
not having anything that resembles
complicated....
especially not having to deal with you
I just have to convince myself
that it's all, all just true.....

I wish I could
walk away so cleanly without residue
that the intentions was better than the results
what you taught me wish I could undo
no longer a child, I am now a bruised adult
I don't need your sympathy
the cure hinges on a apology
maybe it's lost forever
maybe even I don't understand anymore


so I now suddenly will claim memory loss
I would feel fine
I would be content
not having anything that resembles
complicated....
especially not having to deal with you
I just have to convince myself
that it's all, all just true.....


2005@ Copyright by Megan Bishop




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