early Sunday morning and I'm sitting here so all alone
traveling through my mind wishing I was in another zone
quietness fills these hallways and rooms
then a tear breaks the silence, as it drops from my
moon beam eyes, it splatters to the tiles floor
making a trail of loneliness.
I put on some coffee hoping it awakes me from this
UN-explainable mood I'm in
looking around now at my surroundings
and everything look so family
you know so together, when really its not
maybe if I just move something out of its
normal place I would feel better
or maybe I should just smash something against these
sad lonely walls, and open the blinds so the sunlight
can take its place and begin to shine,
and help me battle with these
hurtful thoughts I have trapped inside my mind
or maybe I should just scream to the top of my lungs
and release that painful sung thats been buried in my heart
for far to long, or maybe I should go on pretending everything
in my life is OK, and carry on like every other day
keep my mouth sealed, toss away how I feel
and greet him with a smile
and just let the hurt and anger just continue to pile
and place another tear in my hearts file
I'm over flooded, so ready to flow
but for unknown reasons my pain is the hardest
thing to let go