My heart silently sheds tears
Your voice I so longed to hear
Sadly you say
How you wish you were here
And I never thought I would
But I miss you
Like I never thought I could
You occupy my thoughts
Even see you in my dreams
You're trying to dust off the throne
And take your place as queen
My heart bemused
So many thoughts circulating
Surprised I haven't blown a fuse
I sit and think
It would be nice
It would feel so right
To bring you back to my side
But everything happens for a reason baby
I'll just chill here
Reminiscing till I'm crazy
Who will understand
All the pain this man's heart
Continues to go through
Trying to hold on
But without you here
What does it do
His Rainbow is gone
Unconsciously
I compare them to you
I miss the attention
That I sometimes ignored
Taking you for granted baby
Seriously wasn't my intention
I shared with you
My secrets and you accepted me
But I never shared my dreams
Never confided in you
Even though you proved
You could be my diary
Yet you still loved me
And proved to be a soldier
Now I'm wishing for your shoulder
Just to lean on
The chance I blew
If God brought it back to me
The right thing I would do
I really would wife you
For right now I'll chill
Just know I'll always care
Before I fall asleep
I'll say a prayer
And if it happens
Then we know
It was God's Will
