Heavenly Father, please hear me tonight.
I need so much guidance to live my life right.
Somtimes the pressure is so hard to bare I often wonder if anyone cares.
How can I wake and face another day knowing I live my live this crazy way?
Heavenly Father, please forgive my sins.
I want to change but where do I begin?
Give me strength to resist the wild life I desire.
Help me to get away from the nightly gun fire,
And God bless my family whose eyes sliently plead
for me not to go out as they watch me leave.
And God bless my mother who cries every night
worried that I'll die in yet another gang fight.
Heavenly Father, please answer my prayers.
Please let me now your listening up there.
When will it end?
What is it all for?
To prove to my homies, "Yeah I'm down on hard core?"
Sometimes I even wonder; How will I die?
By a gun wound or a knife in my side!