I feel as if I am dieing, and so I let all know how I feel.
Heart Shades!
Broken, and Tattered, so many times before. Where has my heart been that it no longer can restore?
Wandered far repressive as to link each friendships page, Each an equal measure that allows the space be saved.
Now I fight forever though life begins to fade, I shall not simply surrender because my heart has turned it's shades.
Help me my friends forever to turn the next reclusive page; wether it be good or bad, we have no way to know it's grade.
I can not do this alone you know, I need your prayers, your love.
I know I have it from all of you; but time it's self has paid.
There is little strength remaining here, Even walking causes great pain. I find myself using seated electric shopping carts when never before were made.
Call my name to Jesus, let him know I want to stay. I've prayed but can not knell, so does he hear my feeble plea?
Am I asking to much, to late now, or is my fate the same?
Will I die tomorrow or a week from now insane?
How I Love Your Friendships, and the color they leave my heart. From the deepest red to the warmest pink you've shown my heart it's path.
Only the smallest deepest red remains on this organ inside my chest. I'm trying my very best to brighten it, but waves of pain have bleed.
So now you know my dilemma, how shall I be able to go on? Almost all the things I love to do are readily beyond my grasp.
No Cooking, no walking, no traveling unless to doctors or for more meds. is ant wonder I'm discouraged as to wether I'll live or Die?
I Love You All My Dearest Friends, Just Keep that in your mind, and know I will be there for you; no matter what fates things hold in store.
Always Loving You, Always Caring More, Never Ever Forgetting To Put You In My Prayers Each, and Every Day.
I Shall Not Fall Untested, No Just Waste Away. Satan Will Know He's Has A Battle That Will Leave Him Mightily Shamed, and I Will Go With God To Look Over Each Of You.