Absent Minded
Respiridone
Im kind of happy
aaat least i have an interest in life
but slowly slowly aas my appetite
never goes away
n omatter how much i exercise
to see my bulging biceps adn admire my strength
my gut will catch up to me as every other
week im buying another size up for the waist
surely not everyone goes through this
and there seems to be no serious ide effects
i can hold dow a njob
and bitem my bitter tongue of how unahppy
i truly am being young and becoming obese
that is far from any of my fault
but when i sweat on the train
or have to wipe away mt brow at work
and carry a pocket full of tissue its emberassing
and a side effect i dont care for
just the beginning of what will be nine yeares of mental torture
just the first pill to pop that will be a legacy of idiots
who dont write anything down but their own perceptions instead of asking me the right questions so now i realise the part of healthcare im stuck in is way inexperienced and toying with my head.....
and then the paranoia surfaces which is something ive never had
is this something they are doing to me?
or is this something ive already had?
wish my friends were here to stick up for me
wish i could call them and and have them say hey leave him alone
youre all way out of control medicating someone for their crime not their mindset and he has no proof, and you have no proof so leave him alone
Drug induced psychosis
and they have no way of knowing how to treat it
but the prisons are full of people just like that so whay are the medicating me?
money can buy many pleasures
and money can buy much revenge
so while you sweeat and get fat from pills that dont do you any good
to show you a new reality they are going to vlaidate to prescrib you their next treatment
my advice is consider this
are they truly knowledgeable
and are they seriously your friends
are you looking at it from the angles of reason and logic
or are in too deep like me and cant refuse their treatment thats poisoning you
where you will end up with rashes and suffer from drug induced
paranoia and aanger but they will medicate that too never claiming its medicine related thats only been around for thirteen years
i dont believe in spaceships
why and how do you think i believe you would have my miracle cure?
Respiridone
you were the stepping stone into all psychiatric drugs
broke me down so i needed more than just a hug
got me fat and helpless
and no longer argumentative with my backa gainst the wall
respiridone thank you for nothing
but i know when i no longer care about my self image or if i can fit into a car or weigh too much to get out of bed
i can rely on you to keep me sane as my ego and self worth plummets and never see a counsellor or anyone who knows its because of the stupid meds!
aaat least i have an interest in life
but slowly slowly aas my appetite
never goes away
n omatter how much i exercise
to see my bulging biceps adn admire my strength
my gut will catch up to me as every other
week im buying another size up for the waist
surely not everyone goes through this
and there seems to be no serious ide effects
i can hold dow a njob
and bitem my bitter tongue of how unahppy
i truly am being young and becoming obese
that is far from any of my fault
but when i sweat on the train
or have to wipe away mt brow at work
and carry a pocket full of tissue its emberassing
and a side effect i dont care for
just the beginning of what will be nine yeares of mental torture
just the first pill to pop that will be a legacy of idiots
who dont write anything down but their own perceptions instead of asking me the right questions so now i realise the part of healthcare im stuck in is way inexperienced and toying with my head.....
and then the paranoia surfaces which is something ive never had
is this something they are doing to me?
or is this something ive already had?
wish my friends were here to stick up for me
wish i could call them and and have them say hey leave him alone
youre all way out of control medicating someone for their crime not their mindset and he has no proof, and you have no proof so leave him alone
Drug induced psychosis
and they have no way of knowing how to treat it
but the prisons are full of people just like that so whay are the medicating me?
money can buy many pleasures
and money can buy much revenge
so while you sweeat and get fat from pills that dont do you any good
to show you a new reality they are going to vlaidate to prescrib you their next treatment
my advice is consider this
are they truly knowledgeable
and are they seriously your friends
are you looking at it from the angles of reason and logic
or are in too deep like me and cant refuse their treatment thats poisoning you
where you will end up with rashes and suffer from drug induced
paranoia and aanger but they will medicate that too never claiming its medicine related thats only been around for thirteen years
i dont believe in spaceships
why and how do you think i believe you would have my miracle cure?
Respiridone
you were the stepping stone into all psychiatric drugs
broke me down so i needed more than just a hug
got me fat and helpless
and no longer argumentative with my backa gainst the wall
respiridone thank you for nothing
but i know when i no longer care about my self image or if i can fit into a car or weigh too much to get out of bed
i can rely on you to keep me sane as my ego and self worth plummets and never see a counsellor or anyone who knows its because of the stupid meds!
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