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 A New Woman

It still cracks my heart from the ignorance


I was focused on the images that were functioning.
Throughout my mind and my feelings.
All i felt was neglected, teary, fearful because i was always lost.
I was going round and round in circles.
Yet i knew who i came to find.
I couldn't find you.
As i went around and around.
I got torture, abuse and was bullied and hurt everywhere even in my heart...
Just to find you.
The people i thought i known to trust and the real people i know who were my friends.
At long last i heard your voices and spoke to you.
Yet it was like i was invisible again.
I thought at least you won't be this way.
Yet you still began to ignore me.
Like i never existed like i was never friends, like what the hell where am i to you.
Can you see me, you were treading allover me, walking allover me and moving and pushing yet still i was there next to you.
You talking together and its like i was never there the whole time.
As  i thought about the lateness i thought about our friendship.
I wanted to go home and rest, but i wanted to hang out with you more than ever...
Except what happened to me, you can't hear me, or wanna know me and you don't even know if i am there.
I am sure you wouldn't do this intentionally...
Only unless you used me and never really liked me in the first place.
Yet i am so used to people taking advantage yet it still cracks my heart to pieces.







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