I do still miss you.
I fly thousands of miles in every blue moon in 5 years so i can just see you.
I do still believe in you.
Except the eye can see and assume, but i am not assuming.
Things i seen i know they can be changed.
Instead of crying and wasting the time to envy somebody so close...
Look at what they did and you can do it too.
Lazy and want everything right to your face while others are starving and eating to survive.
You're fine and you do not need a god damn thing, look at your life...
You're fit enough to help yourself...
Its not that you're sick its the laziness the devil has washed into your head.
Stripped you of all good in your heart and left you with greed and only greed.
I do still miss you...
Maybe i forgave you...
Except i will never forget my own flesh i burned a while ago would do this to me.