Absent Minded
Society 101
i dont like living in a heterosexual world
cant make afriend who will let me express myself
and all the other homosexuals
are caught up in the brainwash of fashion and modelling
the soo called straight people
who have everything figured out
follow eachother blindly
like im any different atleast i pick apart their metaphors
and ask questions and theorise a better world
that i could be a part of it
so its a mans world is it?
is that why everything is so warped and screwy
is that why everything is ridiculous and political
selfrighteous and wrapped in denial
is that why everyone has their head stuck in the sand
creating one more place that i dont belong
im not going away
im not going away
i was here yesterday
i was here the day before
might not have enough money
to buy all the gay friends in the world id like to have
so im stuclk looking for humbled straight friends
who preach to me
just how much of a sin i am in this heterosexual world
im not going to go away
not tomorrow not yesterday
not the day before not tomorrow
not ever
im here to stay
its not adisease
its not a choice
its a piece of god
okay
a part of the plan
a holy divinity
you dont want to comprehend
and just like satan was cast out of heaven you throw me away
just who do you think you are?
a heterosexual world?
a beautiful denial of what this existance you are living is?
a trauma of the selves created for the one to experience
who cares
i want what i want
you might not cave into my dreams of peace
or listen to my religious beliefs because of my sexuality
tell me im blind because you label me
but whats inside of my heart and soul is pure sunlight
whats inside of my third eye i cannot deny
and i cant repalce
i cant retrace the footsteps of time
but i live in aheterosexual world and they wont let a gay man become a hero
for fear the disease of gay rights spreads
im here to stay
im not going away
ill grow stronger tomorrow
after i heal what you did to me today
ill reafffirm my logic
i'll figure out what needs to be done
i'll show you your reflection
and i'll do it in the name of
rubbing your heterosexual world in your face
look into your reflection
look into your soul
look into what youve been led to believe that you never bothered to question
how you make me feel
how you poison me
how you drive me to the depths of insanity
to the depths of drugs and suicide
to the depths of morbid poetry and tears of denial
i will overcome this society
iwill not be a part of you
iwill lock myslef away
i will live without you
i will fool you all
i will not waste myself on you
i'll look in the mirror and see what i want to
from now on
instead of what society tells me to
im not ugly oin the inside
im not a seed of rejection
im not an insolent pride diseasing religion sent from evil
more like a protest for peace
i will see the beauty i am
i will see the love i have and what i deserve
i will see what i have been through
what i have leearned and taught
heterosexual society
screwing itself
i think its funny
but when i look in the mirror
i no longer have to throw myself away
i know im a part of the divine
sent here to become an individual
with the permission and right to explore
heterosexual society screwing itself over
i look in the mirror
as i exercise myself
and in your fashion magasines iw onder
through your subliminal seeds ive been
swimming through
whgat do you have inside now
what virtue
what quality
what do you have that deserves and gives you the right
to have such a perfect body
doesnt matter
one day ill be your psychologist
telling you how to stop the steroids youre on
to become a smaller man
to become more loving and less stereotypical
to fit into what you think everyother man want s you to become
how gay is that?
keep lifting weights
keep working out
keep being healthy
keep being insecure
and in the end when you sue the world for being unfair
ill be laughing
looking in my reflection of society
the alphamale screwing itself saying
im not gay im not gay
heterosexual society brainwashing me to go towar
to sell mysoul to become the example of whow the world is supposed to end
just go sell your soul and place your bets
doesnt matter to me
pick apart the metaphor of the same fairytale
its simple math my friend
why deny it any longer?
youre in love with what you cant have
and you wont be happy until you relaise what it is
is it staring at you in the mirror?
did you deny the truth of reality
did you forget to comfort those you threw away
those you scarreed with your persona
the weapon you become subconciously
did you deserve the weapon you have become
looka t your soul now
whats in your heart
arenet you hungry now?
want some advice from a fat man about three fold and karma?
want some advice from a junky about how to stop steroids
want some advice from an agorophobic how to join society and be more like you
and less like me?
do you deserve to be the product you have become the martyr you are
teh deflation of my ego?
every day i look into those pages and compare the colors of our grass
se whose is greener
whose thinking deeper
whose ignoring what
whose happier
and i know im wasting my time with selfless thoughts as yourte truly living
but what about your soul thats sleeping
is it stirring awake
say hello to the heterosexual society
an empty dead soldier
looking for reasons to feel better about himslef and he will kill for it
throw anything away for it
subconcious psychologicla seeds of metaphors that remain in every religion
you never bother to read between
your karma is yours
your life is yours
my soul has layers like a weapon one day youll comprehend
maybe not today
maybe not yesterday
but tomorrow or the tomorrow of
and the fatmand you become willbe crying of how
you led me down such terrible roads
to cut my wrists
and down poisons
and delad rugs
and sell my soul
to become something anything like you
anything something
glorious and beautiful like you
the weapon you are
but im just a gay man los t in a hetorosexual world with tears in his face looking to the future seeing the same routine as the alphamale we revolve around says no no no im not gay, but socity who reflects theirselves around him screws themselves over, i think its funny
heterosexual world
what psychological seed are you after
what are you hiding in humor
and haunting you from all around you in every room
why are you soo hungry from outsid eof your black heart
feeling soo used
soo abused
tortured for making the right decision
placing yourself above soomany
creating soomany victims
there must bea nother tradition
another way
i could lead the way
but who would listen to me
I:M GAY
cant make afriend who will let me express myself
and all the other homosexuals
are caught up in the brainwash of fashion and modelling
the soo called straight people
who have everything figured out
follow eachother blindly
like im any different atleast i pick apart their metaphors
and ask questions and theorise a better world
that i could be a part of it
so its a mans world is it?
is that why everything is so warped and screwy
is that why everything is ridiculous and political
selfrighteous and wrapped in denial
is that why everyone has their head stuck in the sand
creating one more place that i dont belong
im not going away
im not going away
i was here yesterday
i was here the day before
might not have enough money
to buy all the gay friends in the world id like to have
so im stuclk looking for humbled straight friends
who preach to me
just how much of a sin i am in this heterosexual world
im not going to go away
not tomorrow not yesterday
not the day before not tomorrow
not ever
im here to stay
its not adisease
its not a choice
its a piece of god
okay
a part of the plan
a holy divinity
you dont want to comprehend
and just like satan was cast out of heaven you throw me away
just who do you think you are?
a heterosexual world?
a beautiful denial of what this existance you are living is?
a trauma of the selves created for the one to experience
who cares
i want what i want
you might not cave into my dreams of peace
or listen to my religious beliefs because of my sexuality
tell me im blind because you label me
but whats inside of my heart and soul is pure sunlight
whats inside of my third eye i cannot deny
and i cant repalce
i cant retrace the footsteps of time
but i live in aheterosexual world and they wont let a gay man become a hero
for fear the disease of gay rights spreads
im here to stay
im not going away
ill grow stronger tomorrow
after i heal what you did to me today
ill reafffirm my logic
i'll figure out what needs to be done
i'll show you your reflection
and i'll do it in the name of
rubbing your heterosexual world in your face
look into your reflection
look into your soul
look into what youve been led to believe that you never bothered to question
how you make me feel
how you poison me
how you drive me to the depths of insanity
to the depths of drugs and suicide
to the depths of morbid poetry and tears of denial
i will overcome this society
iwill not be a part of you
iwill lock myslef away
i will live without you
i will fool you all
i will not waste myself on you
i'll look in the mirror and see what i want to
from now on
instead of what society tells me to
im not ugly oin the inside
im not a seed of rejection
im not an insolent pride diseasing religion sent from evil
more like a protest for peace
i will see the beauty i am
i will see the love i have and what i deserve
i will see what i have been through
what i have leearned and taught
heterosexual society
screwing itself
i think its funny
but when i look in the mirror
i no longer have to throw myself away
i know im a part of the divine
sent here to become an individual
with the permission and right to explore
heterosexual society screwing itself over
i look in the mirror
as i exercise myself
and in your fashion magasines iw onder
through your subliminal seeds ive been
swimming through
whgat do you have inside now
what virtue
what quality
what do you have that deserves and gives you the right
to have such a perfect body
doesnt matter
one day ill be your psychologist
telling you how to stop the steroids youre on
to become a smaller man
to become more loving and less stereotypical
to fit into what you think everyother man want s you to become
how gay is that?
keep lifting weights
keep working out
keep being healthy
keep being insecure
and in the end when you sue the world for being unfair
ill be laughing
looking in my reflection of society
the alphamale screwing itself saying
im not gay im not gay
heterosexual society brainwashing me to go towar
to sell mysoul to become the example of whow the world is supposed to end
just go sell your soul and place your bets
doesnt matter to me
pick apart the metaphor of the same fairytale
its simple math my friend
why deny it any longer?
youre in love with what you cant have
and you wont be happy until you relaise what it is
is it staring at you in the mirror?
did you deny the truth of reality
did you forget to comfort those you threw away
those you scarreed with your persona
the weapon you become subconciously
did you deserve the weapon you have become
looka t your soul now
whats in your heart
arenet you hungry now?
want some advice from a fat man about three fold and karma?
want some advice from a junky about how to stop steroids
want some advice from an agorophobic how to join society and be more like you
and less like me?
do you deserve to be the product you have become the martyr you are
teh deflation of my ego?
every day i look into those pages and compare the colors of our grass
se whose is greener
whose thinking deeper
whose ignoring what
whose happier
and i know im wasting my time with selfless thoughts as yourte truly living
but what about your soul thats sleeping
is it stirring awake
say hello to the heterosexual society
an empty dead soldier
looking for reasons to feel better about himslef and he will kill for it
throw anything away for it
subconcious psychologicla seeds of metaphors that remain in every religion
you never bother to read between
your karma is yours
your life is yours
my soul has layers like a weapon one day youll comprehend
maybe not today
maybe not yesterday
but tomorrow or the tomorrow of
and the fatmand you become willbe crying of how
you led me down such terrible roads
to cut my wrists
and down poisons
and delad rugs
and sell my soul
to become something anything like you
anything something
glorious and beautiful like you
the weapon you are
but im just a gay man los t in a hetorosexual world with tears in his face looking to the future seeing the same routine as the alphamale we revolve around says no no no im not gay, but socity who reflects theirselves around him screws themselves over, i think its funny
heterosexual world
what psychological seed are you after
what are you hiding in humor
and haunting you from all around you in every room
why are you soo hungry from outsid eof your black heart
feeling soo used
soo abused
tortured for making the right decision
placing yourself above soomany
creating soomany victims
there must bea nother tradition
another way
i could lead the way
but who would listen to me
I:M GAY
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Society 101
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