I will clean my heart.
Sometimes i know it aint clean.
I am not saying it is.
Everything is all mixed up inside.
Stress, anxiety and depression.
Bordom and Satan whispering the evil tricks.
They don't work like before because i grown up.
I will clean my heart.
You will see this is me i know it is, but its not me really.
You know that deep down in my soul and in my heart their aint a big grudge or a big black part just a tiny dot that hurts from Satan.
Trust me i love you so much i never want to hurt you or anybody.
You have to believe me i do things and i never mean to do them.
Please just stop all i can hear is the lectures in my head it makes me more fed up.
Your voice does annoy me to be honest, but my heart is cleaned.
I cleaned it so why do you keep going on and bring the past up.
I said that from the bottom of my heart that i love you.
I love you you're my sister.
If i ever did anything i know you'd forgive me so why do this.
Its like you forgive and i know you can't forget even though you say you do in an instant.
Look back and what you say.
