So much i take.
My heart to bake.
Its everything they take.
Yet everything done and washed down.
Why all the ungratefullness in which then she nags until i drown.
I can't take much more.
I know who she is and why i feel so sore.
Hell aint worth it for her.
Even though i know it aint worth it for her or anybody and because its her thats what i prefer.
At least someday i hope she stops because its so hard to forgive her this way.
Every little thing i say and do never seems enough for her.
She don't wanna lose me again i am not like them and even when i return...
She never changes and everything i do is for her and all she does is makes me heart burn...
The ashes choking me to death and i want to forgive her so bad.
She just won't change even just the tad.
All her life they say she'd never ever changed and why she can't i am going insane...
Why do you think i am this way and you say its all me all these years never was i a human to her i can't believe i survived all this pain.
After everything else i suffered and i swallowed it all until almost death and somebody, but not her misunderstanding heart saved me.
Thats what for once i want you all to understand and believe to finally come to see.