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She's so perfect


She's so perfect in every way i am not.
Everyway i need to be.
I cannot compare everything she does to me, but i am hating myself.
Why can't i be like her.
I don't want to look like her.
I just wanna know the things she does, but i can't learn from her she may hate me and it aint my fault i told the right thing to do and the ear didn't take it to his brain.
I don't wanna envy, but i am getting greener and greener every single day.
I need to be like her.
Then in your eyes i am not perfect, but i'll be everything you need and fulfill the every desire you ever encounted within the soul of your heart.
Everything that i do wrong i know to stay strong and keep on going on and hold my head high.
It just so hard that i have to live and the truth comes right out on top of me like a burden of stone from heaven.
She impresses in that way and i am nothing the things i have will fade away and wrinkle away like a shriveled   burst up balloon.
The wind won't blow me away.
She's so perfect why did i have to be like this and i have to compare the mother too and it aint fair i got too much to compete for.
I don't stand a damn well chance.
I want this to be so i can have you forever.
I know you already said for richer or poorer and Of course better or worse and you love me in sickness and in health you said for death do us part.
Who knows that its forever, and ever is a long long time, time can change so many things.
It may not bem i may not ever be the way i want to be sometimes you can go on and never be in the lime light for 15 minutes.









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