It's hard to stay sane in a cold cruel world.
People constantly testing my patience I"m getting fed up.
I try hard to do right but, I get slapped in the face.
One thing after another going wrong I don't know what to say.
Baffled by the stroke of bad luck, Did I bring this on my self.
Lord if you can hear me I'm asking for your help.
I know it's been a while since you heard from me.
But I'm here now please help me.
I don't deserve these hardships in my life.
I struggle so hard to do what's right.
Please keep me sane from one minute to the next
Or is this one of your many test?
I hope I pass but it's very hard.
since I'm being dealt this joker card.
I often try hard to not complain.
But, my new prayer at night, Help me stay sane!
All these different emotions going on in my head.
Thinking quietly at night, "Am I Better OFF Dead?"
What is so different about today than others?
I managed to pull my head from the covers.
Is this a dream?And now I'm awake.
Lord help me stay sane for goodness sake.