Greed is what you call the most selfish and ungrateful act.
For a long time life was such a struggle and God helped you.
He gave you a family memeber a closeness and love and a great bond.
Ok you lost a child and you felt depressed and you did suffer, but its only so your sins are pardoned by your Lord.
You had twins after many years, but after seeing what you have and those that don't have what you have i feel sorry for you.
You're greedy and selfish.
So many things you can do with the money and spend it on yourself and lend all the time when you shouldn't waste the money.
The family member had died who gave you money, but it was up to you to make it happen.
Now you don't need to wake up at the crack of Dawn to make chapatis to feed your kids or eat cheap things.
You can afford so much fish and food and wake up later in the morning and get breakfast of a fine fish and chapatis and nice sauces.
I know a wealthy family you think are wealthy, but do not do what you do every morning.
Your kids seem to be taking tiny amounts of money to the shop every ten minutes to me it could be they ask every two seconds and you could treat them once a week if you really have no money, all the other kids do that.
Your husband works, your two elder sons work, your son in law pays you the electrical expenses with the water and the phone bill.
The water is so cheap, yet you drink the bottled water and chew Gat which is so expensive and you do it often and you can't share with your husband and you need so many cigarettes with it which you never used to do.
Why now near the end of your life.
You need fizzy drinks instead of using water or juice which is cheaper than glass bottled drinks.
You're full of greed when it can be avoided.
You don't pray and you cry and cry and cry.
God will help you if you repent.
Repent now i love you and GOD WILL FORGIVE YOU AND HE LOVES YOU OR YOUR LIFE WILL BE MUCH WORSE, BUT HE LOVES YOU.
We get by in life i think you have more luxaries, but you DO NOT APPRICIATE THEM.
I do and so i get by fine, even if i am dying for something i always find the cheapest alternative and if i can afford something i thank God with all my heart for the money.
I use it with respect and don't waste it.
So you can do so much more, but you're a danger to yourself.
Remember people are poor for real and live so much worse than you.
Maybe if you put a smile on their face GOD WILL PUT ONE ON YOUR FACE...
Maybe if you don't take everything for granted you might have something in life that will put a smile on your face.
