Absent Minded
my other site that doesnt exist
i am fully gospel
i am truly aware
i lead you through salvation
of blasphemy and answer lost prayer
and mislead hopes
through all of my poems
im here im here somewhere out there
and you praise me
you tell me just how wonderfull i am
you tell me i touch you
that i help you and heal you
and im more than just your man
somewhere out there dear detective to the crimescene ive just let you in on
is my other site
of gospel loveliness of rainbows and doves
sweet everythings and oxymorons
of juxtaposed serendipity where everything happens for a reason
two lives living two lives i am
some lie another lie
spoon feeding you another delusion to find out
true believers of the cult
who is saying good things to me
because of my beliefs and spreading the love
and whjo is an aw3ful sinner
who is going to heaven
and who is worthy of hell?
thanks for the blessings you send to one page
where i tell you about jesus and his love
and you retaliate to how wonderfull iam
and then crawl away
to mask your wicked ways
to knock another down with your righteousness
and dont say i cant name names
so you better repent
you bettter
pray
you better know im keeping a list and im checkin it twice
am cross referencing whose saying what to me on this and my other site
but im lieing to you
so dont fall for that
im feeding you a big pile of what someone should do
to discover the truth
but youd get caught
youd give it away
youd tell someone and everyone would know youwouldnt know how to act like two different individuals
one with pschotoic preobelms
and one like a preacher
you could never master the art of different styles of gospel
and wondrous goth
to prove to these people attacking someone on the verge of suicide
that maybe he needs gods love
but on my other site you blow soom uch smoke up my waazoo its amazing and surprising
and now i know the truth
now i see it all from a different view now i can taste it
and sense it from every direction of a psychological dysfunctional society of some governmental distraction i am hinting at that one day will come true
to inform themselves
and that game will be dangerous and cleansing
can you handle that cult classic clues for you ultiamtum deathsentence candle cartomancy gypsie self fulfilling prophecy
somewhere on this site ihave another site
i have another alias
cant live in denial anymore the truth isnt far behind me
the lie is more interesting wehen you know part iof the truth
and know i know several or seventeen maybe even thirty two people who tell me nice things in my christian face
and then call me names when im a psychologically hurt insecure deluded victim
i think you shoulkd appologise before i start haunting you
with ghosts and riddles and clues as to who youare and the lies of your two
sided natures
that you cant escape from
i think you should make your amends to your god and the government and the papparazi and the spotlight you are really on
before things really get out of hand and you are given some other butterfly in your stomache while you become everybody elses fool
so detective where and who and what is my site that doesnt exist
who are you always complimenting and loving
then turning around to crawl away from to nbot spread the love
to not lead to heal
but to call names childishly
to become a sad name that goes down in history
a sick puppy of psychology
ill lead you to other sites and dance around mine that doesnt exist
and in gods name i dont want you to cut your wrists
just realise how you practice and preach two different things to two different people who are the same man
and youve been caught
and i have you on file
i have you figured out
you are the next spotlighted riddle
so wallow away in you rlife lesson of denial and reasons why in the massochism that you were really brainwashed
but dont fall for it
truth is im lieing
i dont have two sights
and i could never achieve or master gospel preaching
i could never tear a page out of the bible and make it rhyme
i could never make riddles of recycled dreams to string you along
so where am i in the mess
and who have you become?
my other site that doesnt exist?
does it exist?
no
but maybe you have two sites one gospel and one gothic
do you see what i see?
do you see what i see
do you hgear what i hear
do you hear what i hear?
the first noel.....
i am truly aware
i lead you through salvation
of blasphemy and answer lost prayer
and mislead hopes
through all of my poems
im here im here somewhere out there
and you praise me
you tell me just how wonderfull i am
you tell me i touch you
that i help you and heal you
and im more than just your man
somewhere out there dear detective to the crimescene ive just let you in on
is my other site
of gospel loveliness of rainbows and doves
sweet everythings and oxymorons
of juxtaposed serendipity where everything happens for a reason
two lives living two lives i am
some lie another lie
spoon feeding you another delusion to find out
true believers of the cult
who is saying good things to me
because of my beliefs and spreading the love
and whjo is an aw3ful sinner
who is going to heaven
and who is worthy of hell?
thanks for the blessings you send to one page
where i tell you about jesus and his love
and you retaliate to how wonderfull iam
and then crawl away
to mask your wicked ways
to knock another down with your righteousness
and dont say i cant name names
so you better repent
you bettter
pray
you better know im keeping a list and im checkin it twice
am cross referencing whose saying what to me on this and my other site
but im lieing to you
so dont fall for that
im feeding you a big pile of what someone should do
to discover the truth
but youd get caught
youd give it away
youd tell someone and everyone would know youwouldnt know how to act like two different individuals
one with pschotoic preobelms
and one like a preacher
you could never master the art of different styles of gospel
and wondrous goth
to prove to these people attacking someone on the verge of suicide
that maybe he needs gods love
but on my other site you blow soom uch smoke up my waazoo its amazing and surprising
and now i know the truth
now i see it all from a different view now i can taste it
and sense it from every direction of a psychological dysfunctional society of some governmental distraction i am hinting at that one day will come true
to inform themselves
and that game will be dangerous and cleansing
can you handle that cult classic clues for you ultiamtum deathsentence candle cartomancy gypsie self fulfilling prophecy
somewhere on this site ihave another site
i have another alias
cant live in denial anymore the truth isnt far behind me
the lie is more interesting wehen you know part iof the truth
and know i know several or seventeen maybe even thirty two people who tell me nice things in my christian face
and then call me names when im a psychologically hurt insecure deluded victim
i think you shoulkd appologise before i start haunting you
with ghosts and riddles and clues as to who youare and the lies of your two
sided natures
that you cant escape from
i think you should make your amends to your god and the government and the papparazi and the spotlight you are really on
before things really get out of hand and you are given some other butterfly in your stomache while you become everybody elses fool
so detective where and who and what is my site that doesnt exist
who are you always complimenting and loving
then turning around to crawl away from to nbot spread the love
to not lead to heal
but to call names childishly
to become a sad name that goes down in history
a sick puppy of psychology
ill lead you to other sites and dance around mine that doesnt exist
and in gods name i dont want you to cut your wrists
just realise how you practice and preach two different things to two different people who are the same man
and youve been caught
and i have you on file
i have you figured out
you are the next spotlighted riddle
so wallow away in you rlife lesson of denial and reasons why in the massochism that you were really brainwashed
but dont fall for it
truth is im lieing
i dont have two sights
and i could never achieve or master gospel preaching
i could never tear a page out of the bible and make it rhyme
i could never make riddles of recycled dreams to string you along
so where am i in the mess
and who have you become?
my other site that doesnt exist?
does it exist?
no
but maybe you have two sites one gospel and one gothic
do you see what i see?
do you see what i see
do you hgear what i hear
do you hear what i hear?
the first noel.....
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my other site that doesnt exist
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