M's Poetry
Detached
Detached
Maybe if I liked being alone
I could give you your life back and let you go....
In your company I find both heaven and hell
a rollercoaster road....
Maybe the reason I'm so needy is because I never had real devotion
I say I am happy....but I think I sometimes go through the motions...
But even so do you know who I am
you are smiling at me
but can you ever get to me?
It might not appear so
but inside is a little girl screaming....
Self defense mechanisms always on high alert
maybe I will squash you with no regret
because you crushed me and took my hope
you robbed my heart
all emotions you stole
you are smiling at me
but you just don't know
even half the joke
because I never was your A plus student
never became all the things you wanted
and now you want to be a father
too late I don't need your apology
it's okay I loved you anyway
maybe you never felt it
but you must stop to feel the sun on your face
I never took away your sunshine
you are smiling at me
so sorry I can't let you in
you can't tear up my castle
I have built it with care
with your motives in mind....
2006@ Megan Watkins
Maybe if I liked being alone
I could give you your life back and let you go....
In your company I find both heaven and hell
a rollercoaster road....
Maybe the reason I'm so needy is because I never had real devotion
I say I am happy....but I think I sometimes go through the motions...
But even so do you know who I am
you are smiling at me
but can you ever get to me?
It might not appear so
but inside is a little girl screaming....
Self defense mechanisms always on high alert
maybe I will squash you with no regret
because you crushed me and took my hope
you robbed my heart
all emotions you stole
you are smiling at me
but you just don't know
even half the joke
because I never was your A plus student
never became all the things you wanted
and now you want to be a father
too late I don't need your apology
it's okay I loved you anyway
maybe you never felt it
but you must stop to feel the sun on your face
I never took away your sunshine
you are smiling at me
so sorry I can't let you in
you can't tear up my castle
I have built it with care
with your motives in mind....
2006@ Megan Watkins