Absent Minded

lie(v)es i'm living (spy training)

To my parent
I'm a mental patient
little do they know my threshhold
for mental anguish and experience is growing

To the internet
I'm trying to be a revolutionary
an intelligent mask to hide behind of lie upon lie upon lie
of propoganda truths and denials
when all i wanted was the perfect life

To the music industry
we bruise amuse and abuse eachother
I'm their reflection
and as i live my life strategically like poetry of the perfect crime scene
that politicians and detectives
and police havent caught on to yet
I am the propoganda king of bullsh**t
pulling strings
caught inbetween
what i agree and disagree

I am a spy
I'm not spying on you
I've got better things to do
I'll put on my disguise
go look through
your trash
for some love letters
and clues
take pictures of your face
on your last birthday

To the government
I'm athreat
to the Queen
I'm her King's best friend
The spy game
of keeping terrorism
of the boombox
black and white
colorful and logic
to illustrate
That i may be a mensa genius
but I'm just like you
I'm nothing better
I'm nothing less
nothing more to look at
I know nothing
you dont want me to

To my brother I'm  ademonic fortune teller
to my uncle
i'm a liar
of dramatic emotions
of waterskiing and campfires
to my mother
I'm surrounded by angels
and the games
my friends and I
used to play as children
have scarred souls of popes and papparazzi

I am a spy
but i'm not spying on you
i have better
i have better obsatcles
victoms
games to play
and substitutes

hide me shine like me
let me fade in the crowd
I'm your weapon
the king of omens

I say one thing
I'm doing nothing
figuring out life lessons
as i cant rebuild memory lane
all the creatiove games
they were playing
all the tricks
they taught me subtly
to place inside my sleeve

so you are ,like me
hide it
hide it
call to geniuses
fake it
forget the photographic memory

or die in the streets
of dissent
find it inside
become aplayer like me
a king at the reigns
of two lion
or pyramid type beings
that drive you insane
but the psychics will see the flaw to the game
do you hear what i'm saying?

I'm a spy
but i'm not spying on you
i have better things
i have better things to do


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