i wish youd drop me aline
let me know you were here
a letter of how much you wasted your time
or how much iwas worth something
how you exist at least
thats all i want
is theere anoutsider
that ever finds his way into my chaotic sphere of influence
is the outsider ever led to my delusions and life lessons of fate and ultiamtums
Outsider
someone who writes nothing at all
outsider
someone
who knows nothing
but stumbled into thois cluster of unotrganised souls
itry to organise and dream of orchestrating
into some twisted joke only we know now
outsider
tell me
do you exist
or am i a fool
do you ever find your way to me?
youre just someone
that can drop me aline and sya hey
i read that it was terrible
hey iread thatit was great
hey iread that
it was boring
hey i read that it was life changeing
or crazy
outsider
someone who calls someother place home
when will you find me
when will you see this
when will you stop for three to thirty secoinds drop me a little note
a little message a little quoite alittlememory for me to know
im not alone in this world thats supposedly not closed off
ive been waiting forever for anoutsider like you
an outsider like you
to come in here
leave a remark a reply a message a sign
that you understand or youre confused
an inspiration of what you want me to do
something you wnat to hear
take the chance my friend toy with me
play with my head
tell me youre something youre not
let me know you exist
outsider please
i feel soo cut off
if only you knew wht you are to me
its like im cut off from the world in this little box
writing words
that only none ever reads
outsider outsider outsider
let me know
i dont care how or when but show me somehow
this is for you
to get to me
you dotnknow how they make my life so hard
how they make it soo difficult to be me as
they preach and dance
and ignore
and justify themselves
but you never say anything to me
outsider dont walk away without saying godoodbye
cave ion for amoment
i'lldlete the reply if you want
i'll hide it soo deep in my memory like you were never here
outsider if only you knew
the fear and tears
of how im locked and trapped in this box
and you never come around
i beg for you like a prioncess ina fairytale to come free me to end this horrible world im trapped in
outseider please
at the bottom tf the screen
let me know you were here
and ill decide wether or not i want to share that touching revelationa nd information
with everybody else froma ll around the wrold