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Thoughts From My Heart

How do I fill this emptiness
How do I fill this void
So many days left on end
To where I constantly
Just feel fed up
Constantly feel annoyed
I'm crazed, dazed and confused
I'm on my knees praying
Dear Lord,
Please guide me, lead me
Show me what it is
That I need to do
A never ending battle
Is all I seem to fight
So many short days
And long long sleepless nights
I confessed all I needed
Read all your warnings
And I heeded them
Now please let me know
When it is that I can breathe again
I looked towards others
Just to feel the passion
Spark that desire
But all I do is end up
Just full of disgust
Because not a one
Can compare to the one
Who gave me her loyalty and trust
I let her go
But yet it seems as if
Her heart never abandoned mine
Tell me is this really so
I threw her love away
Like it was last week's trash
Now I'm the one left in the ashes
What I mean is I got burnt
Now back to her love
Is where I have turned
Deserving of her…no
True my love is for her…yes
Will I succeed in bringing her back to me
Is this just one awfully long test
These answers I can not even begin to guess
What I wouldn't give just to kiss her
What I wouldn't do
Just to speak with her
Face to face
If only I could predict the future
Oh just give me a glimpse
Just give me a taste
Give me something
So that I won't feel
As if my life
As if my love for her
Is a complete waste

¥☼MOI☼¥  10 Oct 06

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