Getting beat up by myself, I don't feel good.
I need to stop this sh*t, I know I should.
But do I really know, I deserve this.
I live day to day, hit or miss.
Suicide's not the answer, I know it's not.
But if it's not, why'd I get that thought?
My life is morphing to constant bliss,
I live day to day, hit or miss.
(Chorus)
This life seems too difficult,
I pansy out, my feathers molt,
My lungs breathe deep, my blood runs cold,
The sad thing is, I'm only 15 years old.
About to die, at least within,
I have a smoke, I sin again.
I ask you for one last kiss.
Live day to day, hit or miss.
Feel like sh*t, I'm dying now,
I bend to take a final bow,
I go to the corner, to take a piss,
I live day to day, hit or miss.
(Chorus)
This life seems too difficult,
I pansy out, my feathers molt,
My lungs breathe deep, my blood runs cold,
The sad thing is, I'm only 15 years old.
Getting beat up by myself, I don't feel good.
I need to stop this sh*t, I know I should.
But do I really know, I deserve this.
I live day to day, hit or miss.
...hit or miss...
(Chorus)
This life seems too difficult,
I pansy out, my feathers molt,
My lungs breathe deep, my blood runs cold,
The sad thing is, I'm only 15 years old.